About this time 15 years ago I moved back to Austin, Texas for a while. I wasn’t exactly backsliding but maybe I was “side-sliding”. I’d somewhat lost faith in myself as a Christian disciple. Frankly, it’s more difficult to have faith in yourself when it seems others don’t. I felt that my Christian service had plateau-ed for a long time. Anyway, that’s how it seemed to me and how I felt others saw me.
So I moved back to my home field, after living abroad for 27 years. I got a job, an apartment, bought a car and just starting being “normal”. But maybe a good verse that applies here is “Whether shall I go from Your Spirit or whether shall I flee from Your presence? If I ascend up into heaven, You are there; if I make my bed in hell, behold You are there…” Beautiful, famous verses from Psalm 139.
Perhaps I could apply the verse about the prodigal son who “took his journey into a far country and wasted his substance with riotous living.” (Luke 15:13) Maybe that doesn’t apply though. I think I was just discouraged about my life and needed a break.
One night I was over at a Christian get-together here in Austin. I was in the library of this friend’s house, some guy I didn’t know was talking and I heard him say that he was born in 19–. [I’ll leave out some of the specifics; not good to share all that stuff in these computer times.] So just to make conversion I said,
“Interesting; I was also born in 19–.”
So this guy said,
“Yep, September -, 19—.”
So I said,
“Wow! Really? That’s the same day I was born! September -, 19–!”
One or two times in my life I’d met someone who was born on the same day as me. What a surprise! But then this fellow said next, just out of the blue,
“Yep ——— Hospital; ——, Texas. September —-, 19–.”
I was dumbfounded! I said,
“I was born in ——– Hospital, —–, Texas. September —, 19–!”
By this time everyone was quiet and looking at us. And I was really checking this guy out. This all just came out of nowhere. But then next he said,
“Yep, my dad and uncle worked on the ———– newspaper in —–, Texas.”
And I said,
“But my dad worked on the ——– newspaper in ——, Texas!”
This really happened; I’ve got witnesses. This guy is a friend now and still around. So we were beyond astounded and could hardly believe what had happened. We told the rest of the ones there that night and everyone was shocked and surprised. But for me, I was perhaps more than that. I’ve seen the miraculous hand of God in my life and in the lives of others. I knew this wasn’t just a coincidence; this was another of “God’s little miracles”; maybe not even that little. But why?
Why did the Lord let that happen? This guy could have said he was born in 19–; I could have said “So was I.” And then he could have smiled and left the room! But he just kept coming up with more info, without any prompting from me at all! I didn’t do anything; he just kept revealing more of his life that corresponded exactly with mine.
I told my parents about this experience later and my mom remembered his mom being in the same room with her in the hospital. My dad remembered his dad and his uncle who worked on the newspaper with him. What kind of odds would Las Vegas bookies give for something like this happening? One in a million? Probably more than that.
But why did this happen? Was there some message? Some purpose beyond just the “X-files” strangeness of the whole thing? I thought and prayed about that. I just knew it was the hand of the Lord, manifesting Himself at a time when I was not really aiming to follow His highest and best.
At length, I came to feel that the Lord engineered the whole thing that night to show me that He was still around. He hadn’t given up on me, even if others had and perhaps I myself had. He was still the God of miracles; He could do mighty things to show that He was God, still leading, if I was willing to follow.“If we believe not, yet He remains faithful…” (II Tim 2:13) “He that has begun a good work in you will perform it…” (Philippians 1:6)
And from those somewhat sad, secular times of around 15 years ago came the beginnings of the video ministry I’ve been working on for the last years. So many friends in Austin who I had classes with back then on the book of Daniel (including ones who were there that night) said to me, “”You should video these”.
And so, at length, hearing this three or four times from various quarters, I began to have the vision to make into videos the prophecies of Daniel classes that I’d taught abroad for over 20 years.
But it was the Lord showing me that He was still present in my life, still willing to do miracles and set up a situation with someone I was born in the same hospital with, that helped to renew my faith again in Him. And perhaps, even more, in the calling of God in my life.
The lesson? Maybe it’s simply what the Lord told us all in His Word, “I will never leave you or forsake you.” (Hebrews 13:5) I guess in a sense I’ve had many lives, many endings, followed by new beginnings. That night in 2000 was like the dawn of a new day when I experienced that the God of miracles was still around, still able to come through, even when I’d more or less given up on myself. So? Keep the faith.
Thank you VERY MUCH! Very encouraging!
Inspiring! Reminded me on the quote, “Before God can use you, he has to make absolutely nothing out of you.” Your discouragement about yourself seemed to be the right starting point for God to use you in even greater things!
Inspiring!
Thank you Mark; I needed that encouragement today. It comes at the right time as I am about to have one of those “new beginnings” and there is a good deal of unknown and it looks a bit scary. It is always comforting to be reminded that the God of miracles is still around, still able to come through.
Great testimony, Mark. I just got back to dear old London from Peru, after an absence of more than 8 years. It sure feels strange —– and has London changed. It’s much more modern and everything is electronic; can’t even take a tube or bus or train without this “oyster card” plastic. Plus it’s like Babylon, a total multi – ethnic place. As I walk down the street, I can hear just about every lingo in Europe being spoken and lots of Asian lingoes and Afro also. Perhaps the UK is this “mystery Babylon”??? What say ye …..good and kindly squire?
Keep your testimonies coming …
Great testimony..very inspiring..thanks for sharing…
Very inspiring! Thank you Mark for sharing this testimony!
I also really enjoy your Endtime videos.
Amen! The Lord does all kind of things to encourage us. I was discouraged once and thought I may as well just make money & help support the family. I had become a manager for a car rental company but after a while I felt like I wanted to go witnessing. That day I got fired and then as I was trying to cross a street next to the highway I was angry at the boss & I got hit by a car.
It was a firebird with a low front I flew into the air & then I asked the Lord to forgive me and I landed on top the car’s hood on a bag I was carrying. I got up and found out I had nothing broken. I walked to the window of the car and ask the lady driving it if she was ok. She was shocked and said: “You’re asking me if I am ok?” I was so happy after that because I knew the Lord was not through with me and things were going to be ok. She drove me home and I told her how happy I was because of what happened to me that day.
Amazing. Thanks for sharing that.
Thank you for sharing this “timely” msg. as I am at a similar place in my life right now, not literally backsliding but side slipping a bit and getting tangled up in a few worldly things that are weakening me a bit. The Lord gave me a supernatural experience awhile back to prove to me that He is still around also, so all I have to do is get back in my hobby horse and take more action. GBY
What an inspiring story, Mark! And so here you are, still doing God’s work!
Mark
Great testimony! Thought you would like to know that our friend that shares your birthday stepped into the arms of our Lord on July 31st.
I’ve been burning lots of brain cells studying Daniel. Your videos on YouTube are a tremendous help.
Glad you are back in Texas.
Loved it. You are still used because you are one of His and this was always your gifting. Getting out the truth of His Word. Love the videos and keep using your talents for His Glory. Blessings to you. Myra
Thanks, good to hear from you. All the best to you and yours.
Happy BirthDay Mark; what a lovely BD story! The Lord is good; His ways n timings are perfect! GBY in the year to come!
Thanks!
Thank you for your honesty Mark. That account is probably one out of many stories that could be told, proving that God is always around, pulling us in the right direction , especially when we feel we are just not living up to par as we should. God bless you, by the way, I was born on September 19th, 1949. William B. McGrath
Amazing!
Thank you for sharing this testimony Mark, very inspiring..and thank God you’ve had this experience so that those videos came in to being..Also you said you maybe were side sliding..but still ..it seemed to me you were very much in tune ha! God bless..❤