Why did that happen! Why didn’t God answer prayer? Ever get hit with those thoughts? I’ll admit that I do sometimes and I think most people do. Things didn’t work out. It doesn’t seem right or fair. But this is where, for the people of faith, we just have to make a real decision to turn away from this line of reasoning or it can really turn for the worse.

I’ve had a wonderful life. I’m just now completing the third extended trip outside my home country in the last two years. There have been real miracles on these trips, not the least of which is just the Lord’s protection through so many flights, so many countries, so much that is out of the ordinary for me. You’d think I’d be satisfied, no? Well, I am in a sense. It’s been incredible and I still have a couple of dozen video recordings in 10 languages to mix down for placing on YouTube that have been done on these trips.

However, as Solomon said, “the eyes of man are never satisfied” (Prov 27:20). And I’ll be honest with you; sometimes I don’t feel I really know the full mind of the Lord on some things. I’ll try to give you an example here. On this present trip, I’ve at least twice seen the absolute miracle working power of God to provide just the perfect person to do recordings for me in these foreign languages. Once in China and again in the Middle East, I couldn’t have asked for anything better than the two young men that the Lord raised up on this trip. Even they knew it was a miracle of God that they were working on these recordings.

But, you know what sprang up in my heart? “Well, Lord, if you could do such miracles as that, why can’t or don’t you do this with some of the things I’ve been praying about and holding on about for years?” OK, I didn’t say that but I did think it and I’ll admit it here. But this is where a life soaked in the will and Word of God doesn’t let us allow that thought to take root in our hearts. There are so many examples of things happening in the lives of the people of God which just didn’t seem right at the time and over and over the Lord had to admonish His people to hold on to Him, rather than “lean to their own understanding”. (Proverbs 3:5)

A verse that’s helped me when things like this come up is “our lives are hid with Christ in God”. (Colosians 3:3) The Lord is the Author and Finisher of our faith. We’re the book that’s being written, He’s the Author. Just like in good book, you don’t know what will happen next. You may not understand the plot or many of the whys and wherefores of it all as you turn the pages.

It reminds me of another verse that the Lord had me memorize at the beginning of my Christian experience, what Jesus said to Peter, “What I do you know not now, but you shall know hereafter.” (John 13:7) Peter didn’t understand why the Lord was washing his feet and he virtually protested. But the Lord told Peter that he would understand it all later.

And in some things, we just have to take that as our best option, our best thought when some things happen. Our lives are hid with Christ in God. Even if things don’t look right, even if it doesn’t seem fair, even if it looks like God is not keeping His word, you just can’t go down that line of thought. Because it is so often a first step toward outright doubting God’s will and plan in your life. And in no time at all, Satan will be agreeing with you and suggesting many more things that seem to supplement that direction your mind is going.

King David said, “Lord, my heart is not haughty or my eyes lofty, neither do I exercise myself in great things or in maters too high for me.” (Psalm 131:1) Moses said in Deuteronomy, “The secret things belong unto the Lord your God.” (Deut. 29:29)

I don’t know why some things have happened. Or haven’t happened. But often I just have to come to the conclusion that it’s something I have to wrap up in a bundle of faith and leave on the shelf until such time as the Lord sees fit to either answer my prayers or to further enlighten me as to why that was not His highest and best, or even my highest and best.

This I think is the life of the sheep of God. Unlike the wolves, foxes, snakes and pigs, sheep need a shepherd. And the sheep, if they’re smart, will trust their shepherd that he’s smarter than them and is leading them to the best. This kind of thought doesn’t go over well with the highly educated and greatly intellectual. But it’s actually the deep wisdom of God to trust Him, even when we really don’t understand some things. Because our lives really are hid with Christ in God. Some things we just won’t really understand until we see the Lord on the other side and He’s able to clarify what wasn’t clear for us here.